Wow. Two months to the day since I’ve blogged. I do apologize for my absence. It’s the same old same old. Work, work, work. Plus we are trying to decide if it’s time for my son to go to Kindergarten next year or do another round of Pre-K. He’s really bright, as his teacher called him “out of the box” smart, but he lack certain social skills that would make all day Kindergarten hard for him. Mix that and playtime and spouse time into the few hours I get each day and it life still remains a struggle.
But that’s not what is important. What is important is that I’m trying again.
I have two stories out to an acquaintance who is beta reading them for me, in order to give me some constructive feedback (I still don’t plan on doing anything with them right now) and I recently picked up a copy of “Read. Set. Novel!” by the folks at NaNoWriMo! I’m looking forward to finding some free time to try to utilize the book to help me better plan and outline the novel that sings from my soul and cries from the prison of my mind.
Not much admittedly and I could try harder, but my head might literally explode from never slowing down. But there is one more thing I’m trying to get better at, though I still remain rather unsuccessful. Video games.
If you’ve read in the past, you know that I have a video game problem. I find it too easy to get swept up in the stories of the many video games I own, and it keeps me from writing my own. This would be fine if my first idea for writing had panned out. I had wanted to write for Forgotten Realms or a video game publisher so that I could mix the two interests, but when I actually started a novel back then, Dungeons and Dragons stopped taking unsolicited submissions, and the latter requires a college degree which I foresee no time to obtain.
So, instead, I’m trying to remain vigilant. Every time I think of playing a game, I challenge myself to write instead. Most of the time I fail, but I’m still trying.
It’s what I’ve got for now, so I’ll have to make it do.
What about you guys? What vices do you have that keep you from writing? Or what suggestions do you have for me to become stronger and more self-confident in my writing so that I give it more time? Leave me a comment or just take the time to hit the like button to let me know your support!